“Lovelorn” (2010)
“Lovelorn” lyrics are principally about Melancholia, fear of incertain and sad future due to my state of mind at this time. There is also some references to the myth of Orphée (song Lovelorn). The feeling to lose love once and when you’re about to recover it you lose it twice and forever.
The songs of this album were written between October 2007 and August 2009. The First one was “Persistence of Vision” in October 2007 and the Last one was “Diamonds” that comes in august 2009.
By All These Fears
By All These Fears
Music and lyrics written by Alexis B.
Running and escaping from this
The strange reality reached
Strangling this divine breath
Fetched by their differences
Dragged out from this slumber
Relating failure and treason
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From this Fate, Drowned
I bleed to run
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From the skies, Threat approaching
Releasing her mystery on our life
Deranging figure, redemption
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From this fate, Drowned
I bleed to run
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Hunting me without rest
This pain in my chest
Emphasizing suffering
Running, escaping
Reaching me incessantly
Running, again and again
Tearing my eyes and my senses
My fate fossilized
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No way out
Escape is vain
By all these fears
Breeding terror
No way out
Escape is vain
By all these fears
Breeding terror
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I’m fading
June 2009
Persistence of Vision
Persistence of Vision
Lyrics written by Alexis B.
Turning the light – Into infinity
Seeding, Passing by – My bending fantasy
Crossing the lace – My weary bonds
Believe the shades – Reality or fond?
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Images, standing clear
Shaping your thoughts
Your silhouette so pristine
Your vision is blinding me
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The lost vision – I stare through this void
Dim the eons – This Aerial Foil
Fondling expression – I breath the Silence
Tending the passion – Aimless persistence
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Images, standing clear
Shaping your thoughts
Your silhouette so pristine
Your vision is blinding me
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Slipping away
Unlight so clear
The remembering image
Your last embrace
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Images, standing clear
Shaping your thoughts
Your silhouette so pristine
Your vision is blinding me
2009
Assigna
Assigna
Music and lyrics written by Alexis B.
Deeper down of her bruised soul
A faded flower dies
Synonymous of her scorn dependence
Understanding is no more
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Cry, girl of fate
Hurt for ever by disdain
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Shades rise on fiery world
Spreading coldness and rain
Sadness of these forgotten petals
Frozen under disillusion’s tears
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Cry, girl of fate
Hurt for ever by disdain
Signing by her steps the strange blue way
To universe, doubtful and unwise
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Sacrificed on Passion’s altar
Innocence recovered, the lost virtue
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Behind her blonde hair; Repentance
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She cries cold diamonds amongst drowned tears
She only knows what shall arrive
Losing what was sparkling, turning over the burned past
Consumed by arrogance, vanity of her kind
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Cry, girl of fate
Hurt for ever by disdain
Actualizing our fears
Irreversible wounds, Everlasting
April 2009
Diamonds
Diamonds
Music and Lyrics written by Alexis B.
Light, inside
Burn my thoughts
Feelings blind
Guiding me through times
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Diamonds; Your tears
Silence; My fears
Poisoned, I belong to
To your eyes like diamonds
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Time of expressiveness
Follow these strange forms
Enslaving my chest
In their roaming storm
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Diamonds; Your tears
Silence; My fear
Poisoned, I belong to
To your eyes like diamonds
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The fame before
Dissolved
Distort the words
Waiting for sensual icon
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Light, outside
Staring down
Feelings blind
Guiding me through times
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Diamonds; Your tears
Silence; My fears
Poisoned, I belong to
To Your eyes like diamonds
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Your eyes like diamonds
October 2009
Extincted
Extincted
Music & Lyrics written by Alexis B.
Handcuffed to my feelings
I wait, for your presence
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Thine eyes, bond of our fate
Intensified pleasure
The color of your heart
Torture my emotions
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Come to me, sexyfied mistress
All dressed in black
Come to exprime my will
To be yours
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Extinct me!
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Fastened to your electric allure
Dominate my impulse
Seeing your wavy sexy body
My last redemption
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Extinct me!
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Stab me, Kill me!
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Purify my soul with your lips
And flood my inner fire
Pour my reality
On your sweet thin hands of tears
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Extinct me!
Extinct
September 2008
Clemency
Clemency
Music & Lyrics written by Alexis B.
Light is disappearing
Let place to obscure spectrogram
Hemorrhage of your plenitude desire
Contemplation of thoughtlessness
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Clemency, oxidized
Clemency inside of me
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Dragging madness of extruded senses
To fatality’s mask
Guiding heat to your chimera’s space
Interweaving the lace of our torn lives
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Clemency, oxidized
Clemency, inside of me
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Clemency, do you want to spare our disillusioned dreams?
Allow me to foresee the shore of my existence
Splitting bitterness of my sad oceanic wave
Stranding on the rock of fatality
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Whirling dissonances
Of useless hope
Breaking the ice under my skin
From this arid desert
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Spilling the waters
Of vileness
Flooding any dreams of future
Plunging in these dissonant
Symphonies of sickness
October 2008
Over The Senses
Over the senses
Music & Lyrics written by Alexis B.
Love, what is your beauty? – A seems of life?
A seed of suffering? – Or Just the pain of the knife?
It’s all illusion – Loss of hope
Eternal condemnation – For living in,
above
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Never again!
Black clouds around
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Before laying down – Tamed by your beauty
Final sound – Over ambient subtlety
Whispered light – Dying from tears, apart
Darkened Bride – From depth of love,
hide
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Never again!
Black clouds around
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Comes the rain – Purify my heart
Through the veins – Flooding my sigh
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Inside my soul
Spilling the sources
Tearing all
Stranding over the senses
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Comes the rain – Purify my heart
Through the veins – Flooding my sigh
2005
Lyncelia
Lyncelia
Music & Lyrics written by Alexis B.
You are the glimmer that light my dark life
Without you I sink into hypnotic void
Of my uneasiness
Frozen tears from my disarray
Set me free from anguish
Imprisoning skies
Night of my soul, eternal rain of sorrow
Reducing future to silence
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I can’t wait your arrival
Come to me, Goddess from past times
Muse of redemption
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Through uncertainty, towards unknown obscurity
Lost in torments of emotional vortex
My bruised heart, as a fountain
Liberate the source of this sickness
Running on my tongue, mute and voiceless words
Devouring sinister skin of infatuation
Silence shouts my romantic confusion
That stabbed me so sensually
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I can’t wait your arrival
Come to me, Goddess from past times
Muse of redemption
______
Lead me to my destiny
Let me enter your kingdom
Drive my hand to your blonde hair
Set my wounded soul free
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Suffering is just a passage
Allowing to fly away from outside
Unfolding the wings of despair
To achieve my fate
September 2008
Ghosts of Past Lives
Ghost of past lives
Music and Lyrics written by Alexis B.
Sweeping over the time
Destitution unchained
Blocking Perdition’s senses
Driving my visions’ decadence
Obscurity lying on river’s bed of passion
Alienating catharsis’ paths
Draining the floods of violent Nemesis
Riding onwards, riding onwards
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So hunting me
Excommunicate Myself
So haunting me
Ghosts of past lives
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Wheeling, birds of prey
The slump of confused voices
Testify the dawn’s voraciousness
Asymmetric thoughts grinding the wish to dare them
This last day, rising on
Imminent prophecy
And the hours will stay the same
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So hunting me
Excommunicate Myself
So haunting me
Ghosts of past lives
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Absolution of my bruised body
By dissolution of my tortured soul
Fainted light complete her will
The mirror of this last hour
Tied up by spirituality
Reversed scepticism
By ingenuousness of her appearance
The mirror of this last hour
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Devouring myself
Tearing my thoughts
2009
Scorn
Scorn
Music and Lyrics written by Alexis B.
Grant me your faith, I’ll give you back
Give me your life, I’ll magnify it
Respect my conception, I’ll throw you back
Isolate yourself in resentment, I’ll stress it
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Scream – Your suffocated vanity
Scream – Scorn orchid
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Your hand in my web
Passionate about my mysticism
Close your decision
Your unconscious
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Scream – Your suffocated vanity
Scream – Scorn orchid
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Extract your pain
Roam in the void
Your weakness in my hand
Love this acid venom
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I’ll beat you, I’ll keep you, I’ll dominate you, I’ll suffocate you
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Swallow your Arrogance
Art of your genesis
Your blooded pride
Your derided integrity
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I’ll beat you, I’ll keep you, I’ll dominate you, I’ll suffocate you
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Swallow your Arrogance
Art of your genesis
Your blooded pride
Your derided integrity
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Your soul’s toxin
Antithesis of your respectability
Your face on the floor
Stamped by scorn – By scorn
2009
Void of Glass
Void of glass
Music and Lyrics written by Alexis B.
Deceiveing worry
Before interrupting this journey
Last recourse, Redemption is
Ending this long tortuous way
Through time, through winters
Corridors of anxiety, mine
To reach the summit of this day
And staring through the void of my life
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Endless ravine guiding my steps
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Dizzy Abyss
Unveiling her allure
Breathe in those who dare to defy
The purity of her acquirement
Ecstasy of this presence
Inevitable feeling of immensity
Through this graceful will
To take me away to her
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The absolute feminity
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This intoxicating fragrance of liberty
Bring my body to transgress
I’ll pierce her truth reality
Cold unbalance that seal my fate
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This fall, the purity of reason
August 2008
Lovelorn
Lovelorn
Music & Lyrics written by Alexis B.
From endless winter of solitude
I’m waiting to wake up near my beloved
Alas lost for many years
She was so bright, extinct for eternity
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The flame of remorse consume my body
And smear my sight with opaque shroud
To which I can’t remedy
And take position in wintry coldness
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Love in the distance making signs to come to her
I’m approaching, she’s moving away
Determined to don’t lost her twice
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The door of my last hope shut
My beloved, Lost forever
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Covered with a tearing rain
I’m drowning in the lake of her tears
To kiss the color of her eyes
Cursed for the rest of my life
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The door of my last hope shut
Condemned to regrets
Waiting for her last sign of remembrance
My beloved, Lost forever
September 2008