Forsaken Innocence

Blind

Music and lyrics written by Alexis B.

Coming to the edges – Blindfolded eyes, unseen
Advancing through the shade – Underneath my steps
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Why being scared?
Free me from my fears
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Just one step – separating me to fall
Thinking about my freshly passed life
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Why being scared?
Free me from my fears
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What represents abyss?
At last, finding this mystery
The timeless void inside
Going down to feel my truth
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Watch my tears and blind my eyes
Grief stricken thoughts pacing in the empty space
To feel the excitement
This is now time for me to fall
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Void is whirling in this entwined maze
I’m falling into the abyss of time
I feel no fear anymore I’m not scared
I’m not scared to die
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Watch my tears and blind my eyes
Grief stricken thoughts pacing in the empty space
To feel the excitement
This is now time for me to fall
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Void is whirling in this entwined maze
I’m falling into the abyss of time
I feel no fear anymore I’m not scared
Watch my tears and blind my eyes

February 2014

Distance

Music and lyrics written by Alexis B.

So much disappointment for coming back at the same place
Forlorn, years of silence before me
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Keep me safe girl – Your love so far
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Forsaken by my destiny – I wander through my soul
Brisk like a sigh
The red roses of your beauty gone
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Keep me safe girl – Your love so far
Keep me safe girl – I surely ask for die
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Sacrificed oblivion – All love is lost
The wavy panic – To flee the obviousness
Languorous vertigo – Awaken me deep
Waiting for your death’s kiss
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Wasted on the altar of misunderstanding
The temporal frost, recovering the future
Futility and frustrations
Drinks the sights off, of me
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The wind of despair sweeping my thoughts
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Wasted on the altar of misunderstanding
The temporal frost, recovering the future
Futility and frustrations
Drinks the sights off, the sights of me
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The wind of despair sweeping my thoughts
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I close my life
Love won’t stand for any more

January 2015

Unbound Pleasure

Music and lyrics written by Alexis B.

Lay down on eternity – losing your senses in commotion
Unleashed by your desire – Exciting, stimulating
I feel the burning passion running through your veins
Amplifying your impatience’s vibration
Feel the heat into your womb – By desire’s intensity
Your hands wandering through your soft skin
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Arouse the senses
Your venomous attraction – Your female poison
I’m the girl I never used to be
Let me be your doll – Through all the caresses
Show me how you feel loved
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Dripping of excitation – Your fine sensitiveness
Sensations entwines with delight
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Arouse the senses
Your venomous attraction – Your female poison
I’m the girl I never used to be
Let me be your doll – Through all the caresses
Show me how you feel loved
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I feel so sexy, the heat inside of me
One more touch inside
Intensive desire between my lips
At the source of ecstasy
The orgasmic thrill
I need your touch…
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Arouse the senses
Your venomous attraction – Your female poison
I’m the girl I never used to be
Let me be your doll – Through all the caresses
Show me how you feel loved

March 2015

Insight 

Music & Lyrics written by Alexis B.

Fogged mind, confused words – A sweet voice faraway
Spreading, harassing me – Filling my conscience,
Inside my head – Confused
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This voice become clearer, intonation more languorous – Charming, while fragilised
Her despair calls me to join her – And I hear her voice calling at my name
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Save me – Please – Help – Love – Please save me
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Touched by screams coming from nowhere
Her sweet voice becoming more and more insistent – She needs me
My soul on fire, all is crystal clear for me – I now must join her
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Oppressed by untidiness and suffocating atmosphere
My mind sway, my trembling paces
Something strange keeps me back, apprehension, ecstatic fear
Dust obstructing my lungs
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She’s here, on a dreamless bed – A young girl all dressed in white
Adorned with blonde hair, so sleek and perfect – She’s appeased, I am here
A smile on my lips, getting closer – I’m ready to take her in my arms
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Her face is fixed, frozen – Her open eyes asks me
The empty glance, black and cold of death
My blood runs cold – The walls are closing on me
My life collapse – It’s too late
Her red fainted lips – Her blackened eyes, cold!
Why me to find her dead?
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Her eyes haunt my nights – How could I forget this cold gaze?
So dark and so deep – Why a beautiful girl should die?
So lovely and so young, why she deserves this fate?
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She screamed at me for help – She called me to love her
The girl of my life – And I’m coming too late

My love I couldn’t save you, and I cry – Tormented by your eyes, cold
Your eyes cold – Cold of death

July 2014

Weep a long silence 

Music and lyrics written by Alexis B.

Nothing is acquired
The weight of fate, astringent
The stale concept of your dignity
All of your life is changing
Keep your secret strong
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No things are forever – Dance, swirl until forget your name
No things are forever – And I see you weep a long silence
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Forsaken, before your humbleness
In an emancipated distortion
Dignity expires through spasms
The endless breath of freedom
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Stoic, without doubt – Overwhelmed by your peers
Fierceness of a broken fate – The skies’ indecency
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Changes will never die
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In a swirling crowd, forget the bitterness of your days
Take refuge in this silky sweetness
Every wound will be your last one
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Overwhelming on your soul
Every moments of panic take shape
Silence being stronger
A reproach rain takes delight of this craze
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No things are forever – Just forget your name
No things are forever – And I see you weep a long silence
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Isolated in assumed sleep
Take heights, lift you up to the skies
Defy nature, draw your own way
Rise, rise my love

May – June 2015

Sapphic Tears

Music and lyrics written by Alexis B.

 Wearing out the altered reality
Losing all notion of time
Ending up anywhere to suit myself
Reveled in sorrow
Slice the substance of innocence
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Ghostly shade, my dearest upheaval
Exosmosis of our love
The programmed opalescence in future not happen
Cyclical languishment
Insidious fear, lascivious tears
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Waiting to dream with you my love
I watch my life slipping away
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Your fingertips on my lips – Slit my withered faith
Your fingertips on my lips – Slit my withered fate
Your fingertips on my lips – Slit my withered faith

Your fingertips on my lips – Slit my withered faith
Your fingertips on my lips – Slit my withered fate
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Let me live by your side – freed, in your eyes
Black eyelined – Flattened in frights
The ghost of your kiss – Tasting on my lips
Disincarnate beauty – Outlive from inside
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Weep all which never happen
And tears running on my face
And I leave one kiss on your cold lips

April – May 2015

Lost – Anastasia

Music and lyrics written by Alexis B.

Unknown stranger girl – Enhanced blue eyed sea glance
Her subtle fragrance pierces my heart
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Your youth still breathe your hope – Innocence run by dream
My free will entwined in your light blonde hair
I faint and could ever sink all my entire life
Into the blue ocean of your lovely eyes
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Lost in the clouds with you over the skies – My blood runs cold
These last moments spent with you – Trying to hang your sweet escaping glance
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My eyes are afar – But I could perceive you
Your presence, your intensive emotions
I must leave
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Lost in the clouds with you over the skies
Where are you escaping? My dearest love
I will never see you once more
Let my love touch your sensitiveness
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I see your heart glow – But I can’t love you
My life’s not here
I must leave
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Your life awaits you so far from me
The stolen moment, crystallized
During this out of time
You had divined what I feel for you
The only one I loved
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The only one I loved
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Turning backward without remembering me
Disappearing afar – Just leaving your name

Anastasia

April – May 2014

Answer My Fall 

Music and lyrics written by Alexis B.

Expectation, from my distress plenitude
Your divine magnificence
My feelings inside, inside out
Lost, and upset by your seduction
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I could love you forever
And I’m afraid to be abandoned again
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My conscience opens up, expands
Discernment in the shade
Obscurity becoming clearer
I see you turning away, turning away
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I could love you forever
And I’m afraid to be abandoned again
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Fear floods my mind, I tremble of dread
Fear floods my body, I know you will leave
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Stay with me my love – I need your breath
Lick my lips – Your taste so divine
Stay with me my love – Soil must fall
I bleed over you – I see my life in your eyes
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Your delightful kiss – Fills my chest with your breath
Insufflates the passion through my veins
Don’t, don’t abandon me
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Stay with me my love – I need your breath
Lick my lips – Your taste so divine
Stay with me my love – Soil must fall
I bleed over you – I see my life in your eyes
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Your delightful kiss – Fills my chest with your breath
Insufflates the passion through my veins
Don’t, don’t abandon me

October 2014

Forsaken Innocence

Music written by Alexis B. Lyrics written by Amélie B-T.

Emptiness, void in front of me
Her arms surrounds me, embraces and freezes me
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Abyss attracts me,
To face me
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The mist seize my mind – Impossible to think, just feel
Serene breath before retreat – The evil of mind, entrails throw me
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Hairs dancing on my face – The coolness of swarms appeases me
My eyes in a beauty steam – A song as only thought
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Deep inside: rage, disappointment – To feel lonely face to the unknown
The unexplainable attraction of expected deliverance
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Hairs dancing on my face – The coolness of swarms appeases me
My eyes in a beauty steam – A song as only thought
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This time she embraces and absorbs me – The scream of my dumb soul, all pass away
And I feel the beating – All thrill, the fear and sadness evaporate
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I come close to plenitude and wind lashes me
Intense and pleasing pain – A broken piece of hope
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Hairs dancing on my face – The coolness of swarms appeases me
My eyes in a beauty steam – A song as only thought
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My fluttering senses, I taste the air of time
And enjoy the dissipated trouble
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I taste the air of time
A broken piece of hope

August 2013